Let It Be
+ Be cool
- I can’t
+ You used to be good at it
- I still am pretty good at it
+ Then why don’t you ?
- I don’t want to
+ Why not ?
- I just want to be me
+ You’ll be out of your zone
- I’m always out of my zone
+ You’ll need the protection then
- By being cool and cynical ?
+ No, by being you
- That’s not completely me
+ So what, why stop now ?
- Comfort
+ You’ve found your zone?
- And honesty
+ And become expose ?
- Open is a better choice of word
+ Even if that makes you sad ?
- Especially when it makes me sad
+ Why ?
- To prevent the cool turning into bitter cold
+ So what ? ice help heal wounds
- I want warmth in my comfort zone, not cold
+ But you’ll be wounded
- Perhaps
+ So what’s it going to be ?
- I just want to be me
+ You’re too hard on yourself
- No, just honest to myself and to you
+ You’ll have more scars
- Then let it be, I just want to be me
* This is getting to be a habit. I’m fucking talking to myself again everytime
there are no more butterflies in my stomach. Instead, coconuts are banging
inside my head and I’m fucking lost inside it.
September 29th, 2005 at 1:22 am
…
Enjoy the silence
September 29th, 2005 at 8:35 pm
seperti “sound of silence” nya simon & garfunkel? mungkin…mungkin. atau kutipan dari sebuah cerita ” …berkomunikasi dengan Sang Pencipta…dengan bahasa yang paling lugu. Sang Pencipta adalah Maha…jangan takut Dia tidak akan mengerti bahasamu….”. mungkin ini baik juga.
October 4th, 2005 at 7:05 pm
Regina ada di sini ya?
October 4th, 2005 at 7:08 pm
Ada, tadi mampir bentar say hello aja sih.
October 16th, 2005 at 12:02 am
haha.. you’re not alone. i love to talk to myself too. very often. wonder if my innerself would talk to someone’s inner someday… and could it be the sound of our inner voices are the sound of God? i just love to think that God is inside every each of us.
October 16th, 2005 at 5:53 pm
mustinya sih ada mi-chan. cuman kadang2 kita terlalu sibuk dengerin diri kita sendiri dan our silly problems :-). Sodes ka, mi-chan ? genki desu kaaaaaaaaaaaa ?